So, another day of life!!
So, I didn't get my alimony check for November yet, nor December, so probation put in a warrant for his arrest. Well, I don't know how that works, considering everyone in the Sheriff's Department knows who he is, or who a family member of his is, and he will be protected by them, definitely not arrested by them! And, talking to probation the supervisor informs me it could take days because they are so busy and they have no idea how long it will take! What a system, it doesnt even really matter anyway, does it, when it's all about who  you know, and my last name is well loved and respected in the law enforcement community, and now I am on the wrong side of the fence.  So, there goes paying my rent on time, and when I tried to explain all of this to the probation supervisor, she barely cared, and was very unsympathetic, and uncompassionate.  Either she hated her job, or was not a happy person, don't know, but I do know she barely cared about what I had to say.  And when I told her a family member of his worked with the police department, I doubt they will ever try to arrest him, she didn't care, she spoke over me time and time again, barely even letting me talk.  I ask this question, if your job is to help others, and you have no compassion to help them, then why are you in a job like this? And this was the supervisor, how scary is that?  She finally mentioned I can file a motion and to have a change of venue, but when I asked about this before with someone in the court, I was told I could not.  So, who knows, but I do know it left me very upset in tears, to still have to deal with this negative stuff after seven years.  I have tried to get free legal help, with not much luck.  Looked for a womans advocate group, attorney, etc to help, no luck there either.  So much has gone wrong in my case, so much has happened that shouldn't have, and I wouldnt want this to happen to other moms, loose their kids, have to pay child support, and see their children upset as I had to see mine.  I will find a way, even if it takes exposing everyone eventually.  We all have to be responsible for our actions and own up to what we have done and how it affects others.  And what my ex has done, and what the judges and attorneys and therapists have allowed is unacceptable, and almost unforgivable.  I was going to address all of this to the press, until my ex told my children, and they told me they would never talk to me again.  They probably would I am sure, and maybe when they go away to school will be the right time.  Exposure, truth, justice, all from a corrupt court system. Sad, very sad, but I do know one thing, all we give out to others we do get back, and suffer they will all have to face, for what they put my family and I through, and who knows how many other families, and poor innocent children!!