Hello, its been awhile. Life is always changing, the weather is changing, and with each season, there seems to be some type of uneasiness, within myself. From what? The change? Of what? Purging ahead not knowing what will happen next. Life is so different when your family is split apart, and now its all on you!! To figure it all out on your own about everything in your life now, including emotional stuff, physical stuff, making major decisions, cleaning the house, fixing the house, etc etc. It's funny when you hear spouses complain about having to do something "extra" coz the other one failed to do it, and here you are doing all the extra's yourself!! What doesn't break you makes you stronger I guess. Not that I'm complaining, but if you have someone to depend on like your spouse, life is a little easier in some ways. And I'm just saying you guys should be much more understanding and compassionate of us who struggle alone, in many ways. And, does anyone ever think of saying, hey, need help with anything?? Naaaaa lol But, that's another story. I feel we are here to help each other along the way any way we can. I try to live that, unfortunately we all don't, even our own families!!
Life with the kids?? Let's see, wow, always so crazy!! My one daughter who lives with me did not want to go back to college, locally, had to force her there!! The other one took a semester off to see what she really wants to do. And my son, well that's another story, another time!!
Me, well I already told you that. I think I'm going to try to work again. Need to have a life, and contribute as much as I can. So many choices, just have to decide, have lots of loves!! May try to share children's yoga in some nursery schools if I can. Love that yoga, miss those kids, and would be great to get into, and yoga's good for our ailments.
I have been trying to heal my body, so hope it works!! Went to the emergency room a week ago with stomach issues!! Havent been eating as well as I should be, we all need to eat more greens, fruits, fiber, etc. It really catches up with you!!
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